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My Deepavali holiday. 3 days of rest but it was too short for me. With the amount of stress I have in me, 3 days is not enough. I really need a good, long, well deserved vacation. That will help me get myself back. Right now I really am not sure what I am supposed to do. I am living every day at an edge, not knowing what the day will bring, not knowing what will happen to me and not knowing whether my boss will kill me or not.
I need a break. A really long break. And I need it soon. T_T